Scene: My kitchen, This morning.
Characters: Belle, a beagle dauschund mix who is no longer with us.
Pepper, a wonderful mutt of a dog who is very much with us.
Collins, a not-quite-2-and-a-half year old.
Mama, a 27-and-a-half-year old mother of three children and all sorts of animals.
Sadie Macon, a 2-and-a-half-year-old dear friend of Collins's.
Collins, singing: Belle, Belle, Belle - where are you. Where are you Belle? Pepper - where is Belle?
Enters stage left:
Collins: "Where is Belle, Mama?"
Mama, looking quite sad: "Belle is not here anymore, Collins."
[We had to put Belle to sleep in July.]
Collins: "Belle is coming back to my house today."
Mama: "No, she's not, darling. Belle died, remember?"
Collins: "Belle will come back to the backyard today."
Mama, fighting tears at this point: "No, she's not coming back, sweetie"
Collins: "I love Belle. Belle and Pepper. Belle is coming home to play with Pepper today."
Mama: "I'm so glad you loved Belle, and that you love Pepper, but Collins, sweetheart. Belle is not coming back."
Collins, looking pensive, dramtic pause: "Okay. Sadie Macon is coming to my backyard today then?"
This serves as yet another reminder that they are people - individuals entirely separate from us - with an internal life, to which we are not privileged in anything close to its entirety.
Four months later, having not said a word about it in at least three of those months, Collins going through his own grief process?
Or just saw a bell pepper in the refrigerator?
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